ahka | (no subject)

It is after midnight and I am not sleeping yet. Why? It is going to be a very long difficult day today. We have to go to the funeral and then I need to go to the 3 hour rehearsal. I already went to a few rehearsals and tomorrow it will include the whole cast. We will be reading the script and all actors are going to be there.

I thought that it would be a little role that I would need to appear on the stage once. However, at that time script was not written yet. After I got the script, I realized that my role is one of the main roles of the play. I have never acted professionally on the stage. Well, not since middle school. I am getting very nervous with every day. With every day we get closer and closer to the production day in June. I have only 2 months to become an actress. This is hilarious!!! I am an actress!

I could dance but I was not comfortable using my voice in public. I guess I need this challenge to find my voice. I already challenged myself to present at the conferences and do the workshops. I wouldn’t be surprised if soon I will start even singing. From no voice I am growing into louder and stronger voice.